6/19/2012 8:55:25 PM | Wish you were here. You would understand. You always did understand and were always a great listener. It's so tough being around family. Everyone thinks its because I don't get out enough or family is over stepping boundaries but that's not it. It's tough to be around them. Every little thing seems to remind me of you. I feel myself getting attached and don't like it. I feel the need to withdraw from everything. I don't want to get hurt or lose anyone else. Maybe we made a mistake coming here. I'm not ready. Wish I could talk to you. |