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"Yeah, Bo-ie"
> Mindy's Blog > Tough Times
Tough TimesAlthough I knew there would be tough times to come once Dan passed I had no idea just how tough time would get. I keep hearing from people "I'm so sorry for your loss, it will get easier with time", where on earth do they get that idea?? Is it because that's how they handle loosing someone they love? Is it because that's just how it's suppose to be. As time passes I'm finding it harder and harder to be without Dan and it stinks! I have so many little reminders of him around me 24/7 and somedays I find comfort in them and other days I want to do away with them. I would be lying if I said I'm not mad at him, because I am mad at him because this isn't how it was suppose to be. I'm not suppose to be a single mom to 4 beautiful children, I'm not suppose to be alone during some of the toughest years of my life and he was suppose to be with me until we were old and gray headed and I was suppose to push him around in a wheelchair all the while calling him vulgur names, lol! I miss my husband and best friend and some may think that I have forgotten him but he is never more then a heartbeat and a thought away. He is my first true love and the father of my 4 beautiful children, we shared moments that I will never share with another human being, I will always love Dan and I don't want anyone to think any different!!
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